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Sorry I haven't been on for a long time, my life has gone frombad to good in the past year. I am actually writing more, I might ost s story, still trying to firgure out whhic one though. I have gotten two helix's on my right ear, they hurt right now. I actually got myself a navel ring, it has a kitten charm on it, as you might now already, I love cats. We actually got two new kittens in the house, so I have to get batteries for my camera, but that I will start to post again. My taste in music has changed a lot. I sometimes listen to MCR, but now, I'm listening to things like Lady Gaga, Ozzy, Say Anything, Tatu things like that. I guess the changes in my life ahve me going for different music. I listen to In This Moment's new album, I love that album. So sorry that I haven't been on, I'm going to try making up for it.

OK, I know what happened a while ago about the girl commiting suicide. I feel for the parents and I really hate how they make MCR to be some cult. My Chemical Romance has helped me so much. Back a few years ago, I watched a MCR video, the old school I'm Not Okay. I was interested in them, so I went out and got their cd. I listened to the cd for the first time and it made me cry. My sister knew when I was depressed, so she'd pretend that she was Gerard singing to I'm not okay, it always helped me. Whenever I feel so don,  that nothing is going to help, I just pop in one of the MCR cds and sing along to it. I usually end up listening to I brought you my bullets, you brought me your love. Their is one song on the album that is talking about blowing your brains and think happy thoughts. That song makes me laugh, it just does. MCR has meant so much to me, when Frank was sick, when Mikey was sick, when Bob had to leave the band for a short while for his hand, and I cried when I heard Bob was burnt. Gerard has been an inspiration, stop doing drugs and drinking alcohol. I had a problem with the alcohol also, but Gerard showed me that anyone can do it, as long as you try. I've been sober now for three months, it's hard, but I know I can do it. MCR will always be a part of me, through thick and thin, their music will always help me cope with whatever I'm going through. I know I'm not the only one who MCR has saved their life, but they helped me in that also. I knew just listening to the lyrics and hearing Bob play his drums, I knew everything would be all right.

I hope that everyone who reads this, actually post something about how you feel on MCR

I got my lip pierced. I can't wait till it heals, I'm going to get a ring like the one Bob Bryar has. I love you, Bob, you rock